Photo Credit: Unknown Let us travel back to the day I had my first orgasm. Believe it or not, I was not a huge fan of my clitoris. I did not even think to explore there; however, I was more than interested in exploring anal play. While I experimented with my fingers, and eventually a [...]
Posts Tagged ‘self-exploration’
Hurdle #4: One I Just Overcame
Posted: 23rd April 2010 by ! in First Times, Growth, TrainingTags: asscunt, self-exploration
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Shortlisted
Posted: 9th April 2010 by ! in Growth, Sebastian and Katja, TrainingTags: fear, Katja, milestones, nervousness, obedience, Sebastian, self-exploration, trust
It has been about three months since I wrote about Sir and Miss not controlling my life outside playtime with them. Through that entire experience, I grew both as an individual and as a submissive. I learned about myself, my emotions and trust. I also learned to accept my desires and embrace my feelings about [...]
Theories on a Lowered Pain Tolerance
Posted: 21st February 2010 by ! in Random ThoughtsTags: cane, emotion, Katja, Sebastian, self-exploration, spanking, Sven, trust, vulnerable
Photo Credit: Michael Cook I am a masochist, and have always enjoyed some level of pain. Lately, I have been finding that my pain tolerance has lowered substantially and that I cannot even take light swats without feeling lots of pain; or thinking that I feel a lot of pain. I do not know for [...]