A while ago, I wrote a lot about control, and Sir and Miss taking or not taking control of parts of my life outside of playtime with them.
Anyway, I tried the list thing for the third time; and what started out as a list of 20+ things, turned into a list of 10, which got narrowed down to 4. One of the things they have decided to control is the care of my nails. Yesterday, after Sir and Miss picked me up, Miss decided it was time to paint my nails. I don’t particular care to have my nails painted, but Miss has said that it will be a ritual of sorts every time I come over now.
So, Sir just read over my shoulder and now he wants 400 words about my toes and what I’m supposed to learn from the experience. Until yesterday, I had never had my toenails painted, because in all honesty, I didn’t really care about my nails. So from this experience, I am supposed to learn the importance of nail care on both my fingers and toes.
My fingernails now also have nail polish on them. Thankfully, they are painted with clear polish; so I don’t mind as much. What is bothering me now though, is that I can feel the hard layer of polish on my nails. One of the reasons my fingernails have polish on them is because I tend to bite my nails when I am stressed. The nil polish should help stop my temptation to bit my nails; which is something I have wanted to do for a while now.
Here are some pictures:
I used to think that writing forced blog entries was not so hard; but I completely change my mind. It is not hard as long as there is no word limit. Now that Sir has put a minimum of 400 word son this entry, I am finding myself at a loss for words. point is, I want and need to do it to be obedient. One thing I have learned this weekend is that life in this relationship is often not fair. It is sometimes so hard to just shut up and obey; but at the same time, it gets me wet. I get off on being controlled and being told to do things, simply because it is pleasing. I do not know if I could do it for the rest of my life; finding a master and devoting a large part of my life to serving him; but for now, I am enjoying what I have with Sir and Miss.
My 400 words are up – a more exciting post soon to come!
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