It is currently 3:11 AM, and I have been rolling around in bed for 2 and a half hours. The sandman seems to have forgotten about me tonight. Either that, or the amount of sand he has sprinkled into my eyes is not enough to counter the thoughts buzzing around in my head. At the [...]
Archive for April, 2010
No Sleep, Many Thoughts
Posted: 29th April 2010 by ! in Growth, Sir and MissTags: anxiety, emotion, fear, gut feeling, Miss, nervousness, Sir, trust, vulnerable
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Hurdle #4: One I Just Overcame
Posted: 23rd April 2010 by ! in First Times, Growth, TrainingTags: asscunt, self-exploration
Photo Credit: Unknown Let us travel back to the day I had my first orgasm. Believe it or not, I was not a huge fan of my clitoris. I did not even think to explore there; however, I was more than interested in exploring anal play. While I experimented with my fingers, and eventually a [...]
Not-so-pretty Thoughts, Illustrated
Posted: 21st April 2010 by ! in Growth, Sir and MissTags: anxiety, emotion, fear, gut feeling, Miss, nervousness, Sir, trust
After spending a nice weekend with Sir and Miss, I am left with many not-so-nice thoughts; thoughts that leave me conflicted and unsettled inside, wondering what I should or could do. These thoughts consumed me last night (until about 4:30 this morning), as I rolled around in bed, trying to make sense of my feelings. [...]