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Lately, on my Questions/Answers Page, I have gotten many questions regarding touching Miss.  I decided to address the issue on my blog; both to answers some of your questions, and because I feel it is a topic I should touch on.

It is true, that there are not many occasions where I have the opportunity to touch Miss’s body, and when I do, I feel a mix of privilege, excitement, and nervousness.  I feel privileged because Miss allowing me to touch her body is a huge step for her, and is an honour for me as pet.  I feel excited because I really enjoy playing with Miss’s breasts.  I cannot exactly explain why, or what it is about them that turns me on; but they are just a lot of fun to play with.  I also enjoy giving her pleasure, and figuring out how it is I can be physically pleasing to her.  Miss’s body is new ground for me and it is exciting to explore.  While not a huge part of what i feel while touching Miss, I also have a slight sense of nervousness, because I do not know if what i am doing is pleasing to her.  I am often also unsure of whether or not it is okay for me to touch Miss, because while Sir tells me it’s okay and encourages me to touch Miss, she will often times say “no, no, no.”  In times like those, I have learned to just trust Sir and follow his lead.

I have gotten to play with Miss’s body twice.  One time, we were all lying down on the pull-out bed, when I started to touch Miss’s hand.  I slowly worked my way up her arm, and slowly over to her breasts.  After getting a nod of approval from Sir, I began playing with Miss’s nipples and watching her reactions to my touch.  You can read about her side of the story here, and my side of the story here.

The most recent time was last weekend, when I was allowed to touch Miss’s breasts, butt, and asscunt.  On a side note, it seems that every time I do something new with Sir, I get to touch Miss’s body that same weekend.  The first time I touched Miss was also the same weekend I was allowed to suck Sir’s cock.  This time, I got to play with Miss’s body, and it was the first time Sir fucked me.  Continuing with the story though, last weekend, I touched Miss below the waist for the first time.

It all started when Sir and Miss were lying down on the couch, and I was on the floor, sitting by their heads.  Sir began playing with Miss’s breasts, squeezing them and pinching them.  Eventually, he took my hand and placed it beside his, inviting me to touch Miss’s breasts and nipples as well.  I cannot quite remember what went through my head, but I had a desire to suck on Miss’s nipple.  I looked at Sir, he nodded at me, and I proceeded to play with Miss’s nipple with my tongue.

After a few minutes, Miss commented on how good that felt.  Sir smiled and said “yes, that pet sure does to a good job with that mouth of her’s, doesn’t she?”  I guess Miss didn’t know it was my mouth on her breast, because her eyes opened, and she sat up a bit, saying something along the lines of “WHAT!  MASTER! I thought that was your hand!”  I couldn’t help but let out a giggle before getting back to work.  After Miss’s breasts had gotten enough attention, it was time for her ass to get the attention it deserved.

I was more nervous than I normally would be, because Miss kept saying no, while Sir kept telling me it was okay, even taking my hand and placing it on Miss’s butt.  I was unsure of whether or not what I was doing felt good to Miss, or if I was causing her too much emotional trauma by touching her.  Soon enough, though, horniness and obedience to Sir took over, as I got lower down and kissed Miss’s ass.  I grabbed it with my tiny hands and ran my fingers all over, moving closer and closer to Miss’s butt crack.  My fingers slowly inched towards her asscunt, as I nervously gave it a little touch.  My eyes never left Sir’s face, hoping that he would tell me everything was okay.  He nodded at me, so I knew I was okay to keep touching.

At one point in time, Miss started crying and sounded upset; so I stopped, leaning up against her back and giving her a hug instead.  I wanted to try to give her the same hug she often gives to me.  At one point in time, I think it was when I climbed onto Miss’s back and started grinding my clit against her, Miss said something like “pet, you are just so natural at all of this.”

I think that caught me off guard, because while everything did come naturally to me, I was still quite nervous.  My main concern is that I do not know what is pleasing and what is not.  I only know what feels good to me, and I know that we all feel things differently.  I think, in time, I will learn to read Miss’s reactions better, which will remove some of the nervousness.

I hope to have many more opportunities to give Miss physical pleasure; but that is ultimately her decision.  When the time is right, Miss will ask me to please her physically; but until then, all I can do is listen, obey and try my best to be a good pet.

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