Photo Credit: Doug Savage One thing that happened in the midst of all my emotional imbalance is that I tore my asscunt while training it. I wrote a few months back about using an anal dilator kit to train my asscunt, with the goal of someday being fucked in the ass; and have neglected to [...]
Archive for February, 2010
Hurdle #1: A Daunting Goal
Posted: 25th February 2010 by ! in Growth, Random Thoughts, TrainingTags: asscunt, failure, fear, human table, nervousness
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Hurdles
Posted: 24th February 2010 by ! in Growth, Random ThoughtsTags: emotion, failure, fear, nervousness, vulnerable
Photo Credit: MyHorse.com A few weeks ago, a scene in Grey’s Anatomy struck a chord with me. It was something that Owen Hunt said to an old friend, Teddy. Owen: You can’t un-ring a bell Teddy: I know, but I’m going to try like hell I do not necessarily want to try to un-ring the [...]
Theories on a Lowered Pain Tolerance
Posted: 21st February 2010 by ! in Random ThoughtsTags: cane, emotion, Katja, Sebastian, self-exploration, spanking, Sven, trust, vulnerable
Photo Credit: Michael Cook I am a masochist, and have always enjoyed some level of pain. Lately, I have been finding that my pain tolerance has lowered substantially and that I cannot even take light swats without feeling lots of pain; or thinking that I feel a lot of pain. I do not know for [...]