Read My Kink

This morning for breakfast, I had a bagel sandwich with ham, cheese, and lettuce.  Parts of that same breakfast ended up on Sir’s cock…three times.

For the last little while, I have been trying – perhaps too hard – to be able to take a cock in my throat.  Before yesterday, I had always been hesitant about making a mess around any cock I sucked.  I hated to let spit dribble out of my mouth and down the shaft, only to pool in a small puddle under the cock I was sucking.  Last night, I learned to open my mouth while sucking and to let my spit out, to be messy.

This morning, Miss instructed me to beg to suck Sir’s cock, for him to use my mouthcunt.  The first two attempts were pretty short-lived, and resulted in me puking all over Sir’s cock.  It was not from the same panic I felt the night before.  It just happened.  After my second time throwing up, Miss suggested that it was time for me to take a break; but I was not finished yet.  I really wanted to try again, to try and tame my gag reflex.

I started slow the third time; first, licking Sirs cock, and then slowly taking it into my mouth.  I went halfway down his shaft a few times, just letting my mouth get a feel for his cock.  I then tried again to go down as far as I could.  the first few time, I managed to catch my pule and swallow before it came out.  Before long though, I could feel a pile of mucus piling up just outside of the entrance to my throat.  And then it came.

I went down on Sir’s cock, but went a little bit too far.  I came back up as quickly as I could, but it was too late.  I tried to swallow my puke back, but there was just too much of it.  I let everything out of my mouth onto the towel under Sir’s cock.

After cleaning up, Miss told me to sit down and blog; and so, here I am.  I am still trying to put my thoughts into words, but I think my time sucking Sir’s cock this weekend has taught me a lot.  it has even paralleled some of the doubts I cam in with.  I learned to get over the mental block of not making a mess while sucking cock.  I also learned to control my panic a bit, and to trust Sir and Miss more.  I am not yet ready to post about the entire weekend, but I will say that I have had a good time and grown a bit.  More later!

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