Read My Kink

This is a continuation of my kinky time line, from when I first started playing until now.  You can follow the first part here.

After some quiet time, Dieter asked me for a second chance to show me what he could do.  Being inexperienced and naïve, I agreed and met him again.  This time, i met him at a hotel.  Things were different this time, but they also were not right.  For the most part, it was boring; far more interesting than the first time we had gotten together, but it still did not do much for me.

He spanked me for a little while but was not nearly dominant enough for me.  He let me get away with too much, and I did not feel the dominant aura that I often feel around dominants that i play with.  He then bounded me lightly and jerked off onto me.  He knew of my phobia and wanted to work on it with me, so I agreed to him spraying his semen on me; but only on a place where I could not see it.

After that, he played with my cunt a little before deciding that he wanted to fuck me.  I was okay with him fucking me; however my one condition was that he use a condom.  He knew of this rule, and decided to break it anyway.  It took just about all of my will power to restrain myself from punching him.  Had he not jerked out of the way, I would have left a footprint on his chest.  From that point, all play ceased and I decided that it was time for me to go home.

My second experience with Dieter taught me that I should let my gut assess the situation to decide whether or not I should go play with someone.  It also taught me that if the chemistry is not right, it just does not work.  Most importantly, it taught me to make 100% sure that there is a condom on someone’s cock before they put it inside me.

After that, I had a few more play dates with other people; but no one who became a constant play partner.  I played with someone who just wanted to explore.  I played with another couple who were more swingers than into BDSM.  I also played with a man who runs a bondage website and opened my eyes to the many different ties you could do with rope.  A while later, I finally had the opportunity of meeting with Sven and Liesel.  They are the busiest couple I know, and I was surprised that they were able to fit me into their schedule.  If things work out, I will have the opportunity to play with them sometime in January.

Not long after, I met with Wolfgang for the first time.  We chatted at Second Cup, walked around a bit, and talked some more.  I found him to be a nice man, and also geeky enough for my liking.  Soon after, we scheduled a play date.  My first time playing with Wolfgang was fairly innocent.  He spanked me a little and showed me the wonderful world of wax play for the first time.  We played many times after that, each time becoming more intense than the last.

Though we do not play as much any more, we still chat and hang out as friends.  My journey with Wolfgang taught me that kinky encounters do not always have to stay as a kinky relationship, but can grow into friendship.

Wolfie became my regular play partner for a while, until i met Sir and Miss.  You can read about the day I met them in this entry.  That concludes my kinky time line up until the beginning of this blog.  I have learned a lot over the past year, and still have a lot more to learn.  Over the next year, I hope to be able to hand over more control to Sir and Miss, and also to be able to break down the brick wall surrounding my emotions. I also hope to have a play date with Sven and Liesel, and perhaps from other play partners, should I stumble upon someone interesting.  Overall, it’s been one hell of an awesome year!

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