After three days of feeling down and vulnerable, I was surprised to wake up happy and energetic today. I woke up at 6:59, and stayed in bed until 7:04, a minute ahead of my normal Thursday morning. It was certainly weird to come out of subdrop so suddenly, but it was definitely a welcomed change. [...]
Archive for October, 2009
It’s never really felt like this before.
Posted: 21st October 2009 by ! in First Times, Growth, Sir and MissTags: high, Miss, new, nipple clamps, Sir, subdrop, vulnerable
Vulnerable. It is how I felt about an hour after being dropped off at my home on Sunday night. It is how I feel now. My time with Sebastian and Katja was quite the unique experience, something that I have never felt before. This entry is not a chronological recollection of the events that happened. [...]
Hi. My name is “the young woman,” or “kaja,” or simply “!” and I’m a BDSM addict. And I most certainly do not want to stop. Waking up this morning, I felt groggy, down, and a tad depressed. My morning felt like I was just going through the motions, as I got up, showered, got [...]